Without a doubt, today was one of the most difficult days of my life! I had no idea that it would turn out to be so emotional. I can say that in all honesty, I was strong and ready this morning when I woke up. It wasn't until I watched my baby scream in horrific pain and turn beet red once the doctor stuck the catheter in him that my world fell apart. Looking at your husband who has tears in his eyes does not help the situation either! I don't care what anyone says, having your 4 month old catheterized is HORRIBLE and very PAINFUL for them. Sure they might not remember it, but I forever will!
Anyway - the ultrasound did show fluid still around his right kidney.
This is the last frame taken via the ultrasound. The x-ray they performed after the ultrasound the Doctor said didn't show any reflux (yay) and we will officially have those results within 24 hrs. from the specialist.
The round circle is his bladder and kidneys are above, not that this picture is significant to anyone.
This is the last frame taken via the ultrasound. The x-ray they performed after the ultrasound the Doctor said didn't show any reflux (yay) and we will officially have those results within 24 hrs. from the specialist.
The round circle is his bladder and kidneys are above, not that this picture is significant to anyone.Where do we go from here? It unfortunately will remain a waiting game with more tests in a few months.
(PRE CATH - hince my smile)
(PRE CATH)
(waiting for the ultrasound)
(after US)
(PRE CATH) We took no pics. after he was catheterized - we were exhausted by that point.
(PRE CATH - hince my smile)
(PRE CATH)
(waiting for the ultrasound)
(after US)
(PRE CATH) We took no pics. after he was catheterized - we were exhausted by that point.I will post if anything changes after speaking with the doctor tomorrow, hopefully. A big thank you for all of your warm prayers, text messages, emails and phone calls! The Gourleys appreciate it greatly. Life is so precious and delicate. Time to uncork my bottle of Pinot!
God- Thank you for carrying me through this very difficult day.
5 comments:
Glad to hear things seem to be going good. Will keep you all in my prayers and pray that the Dr. has more good news for you tomorrow!Totally understand how difficult it is to see your little one suffering. Think there were a few times I was ready to knock out some of the cardio nurses/techs and Children's!! LOL!
Oh dear lady!
I feel your pain. You two are so strong to witness that. Hey, it is a blessing thus far that there was no reflux.
Michelle
and I quote "OH HAPPY DAY" - Thank you Jesus!
This is wonderful news. You did great mama, you did great!
So what causes this and what does this mean exactly?
Brea
Oh my goodness, this breaks my heart! Poor little man. I hate reading this. Hang in there guys.
Sarah
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