Isn't it funny, how with age things change. Change inside, change outside. I mean to know, to know, to know then what I do now, to have felt then, now....
I remember telling my father at a young 24 that I never wanted kids. I remember him saying "Well that is just selfish". Until now, I didn't understand what he meant by that statement. Now, I do, full circle.
My life just got started three and a half years ago, really. This little cry of joy after 28 pain staking hours of intense labor and life begins.
Going to see my OB Wednesday. Going to discuss a date to remove what made my life what it is today possible. I am sad.
I am alive!
1 year ago