My personal blog

Some recent work {St. Louis Mo Photographer}

2010-06-13T10:17:00.000-07:00

Let's talk about maintenence......body maintenence that is

2010-06-08T06:53:00.000-07:00

I went yesterday to have my first session of velashape and skin tightening with refirme. More info on these:
http://www.americanlaser.com/cellulite_reduction_therapy.aspx

http://www.refirme.com/

Many know I did velasmooth 5 years back when it first was introduced. Velashape is a new and improved machine and I was impressed. I bruise easily so I do have some bruising. We focused on my thighs under my buttox. I should see major improvements by my the third session. I have worked my butt off in the gym for the past year and so this was a last resort to tighten up that area. I will also have it done on the muffin top area. These are once a week sessions for 8 weeks.

I was also very impressed with the refirme! I saw a signifigant difference in my laugh lines and forehead lines. This is a once a month treatment for 6 months.

Cost was $3000.00 (cheaper and safer then surgery)
Spa: http://www.auroramedicalspa.com/

Hi, my name is Nicole and I am a..........

2010-05-27T15:01:00.000-07:00

COSMETIC JUNKIE!

I have a good friend that posted a while back about her online shopping addiction. (luv ya Kar) Well I have come to terms that I also have an addiction to buying crap in the health and beauty isle that I simply do not need! I can't go into any store (grocery store included) without buying either some type of makeup, polish or hair products. I really do not want to embarrass myself more so I will not show any pics of my bathroom that is so stocked with CRAP I had to buy extra storage to store the crap!

I was at the mall the other day and purchased the bare essentials line. Oh it didn't stop there.....I spent $200.00 on MAKEUP people! I didn't need anything!

I have every cosmetic line, color, brush, gloss you can imagine.

-So here is my secret and confession this week. My goal is to not buy anything for a month. BWHAHAHAHA

Mom drink some wine will ya

2010-05-20T13:50:00.000-07:00

It is a funny thing to hear your 5 yr old telling you to have a glass of wine becuase it makes me silly!

The boys had their checkups, finally! Both are in the 50-75% overall. Leelyn of course is well advanced of where he should be, thanks to Blaine! I really need to get him to the dentist, I am scared of the end result so I have put it wayyyy off for far to long. Once school is out that will be on the list.

I registered Blaine for kindergarten (& Leelyn for 3 full days next year). Love the school. Everyone was so friendly, classes are small which I love! Bittersweet. Now to decide if I will let him ride the bus..........YIKES!
I have the kiddos busy for summer break. Lot's of trips and camps planned! A bonus being a member at Lifetime Fitness, that place ROCKS! They have everything, and I mean everything!!!! Lord knows that they need some serious interaction other then me. I also can use the free time for business matters!

I think Lee will win A Idol. I also think that heidi from The Hills looks horrible and needs some serious counseling. She seems to have such a wonderful loving family! That is about it for today!

XOXO

I am who I am Nicole I am

2010-04-28T14:28:00.000-07:00

Well it has been a while since I posted. I looked back at my first few blogs and man, I am BAD at this!

I suppose there are some things I will air out on a blog and other things are left for only close friends and God to know about my life. Here are some I will share with any readers I have left, bwhahaha

1. Mama is BURNT out! I suppose it is typical of a sahm, maybe not? Perhaps I am not spiritualy sound like I should be. The joy of being a mom is thin and the joy of photography is thin right now.

2. I get so jealous of my friends with kids that have family to help support and babysit.

3. Can I pee BY MYSELF for the love of God, PLEASE!!!!!!!?

4. Can I eat my plate of food without you wanting what I have even tho it is the SAME thing?????

5. Yes I love you my sweet adoring boys but mama might have a breakdown at any moment, what will you do?

6. Can I get a sick day? JUST ONE?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

7. Oh, am I feeling sorry for myself, I think that is okay to do once in a while, I have emotions!

8. Oh my gosh, I didn't put any makeup on today, walked into my kids Baptist school with my tattoos and nose ring in after cleaning poop up only to be stared at..........thanks!

9. I break the rules.

10. I like wine!

XOXO

Some of my photos.....

2010-04-15T15:34:00.000-07:00

were shown on CBS early show last week. The story is touching and this family is amazing. Here is the link:

http://www.cbsnews.com/video/watch/?id=6379095n&tag=cbsnewsTwoColUpperPromoArea

Forgive my bad blogging?

2010-03-27T12:20:00.000-07:00

I hate to say it but I have had so much going on, this poor blog is neglected! I have no photos to post as I am drowning with work stuff right now. So lets do 5 fact friday shall we?

1. Installed a new garage door

2. Bought a new television as ours went out. Love the new tube...it is a samsung 55 inch led and the picture quality is AMAZING! Not that I really watch a lot of stuff, but for me to even notice...it is pretty amazing.

3. Finally got to hang out with one of my fav gf's, Karissa. It is amazing how a couple of hours, chatting and playing darts frees you for a bit. Schedules are hard to coordinate so I am so thankful for the time I share with her. She is a awesome person.

4. I should be cleaning house, I have guests coming......it will be great to see them.

5. I think I am headed to Cali in May for some much needed girl time. I have a good friend that is in the Navy and back on land for a while. Good possibility I will get to hang for a extended wknd with her.

Secret-confession
I pierced my nose and love it!

Five on Friday

2010-03-05T14:11:00.000-08:00

1. I am SO tired of Leelyn taking his diaper off! It is driving me nuts! I know it is to early to potty train, I think....

2. It was SO nice to see my family! We had a great time and Leelyn had a fun party! Love my family!

3. Shooting jewlery if fun but hard. I am so stinkin' picky and I have 50 pieces to shoot!

4. Planning a California trip hopefully in June- wanna see my girl Lindsay

5. Had a new garage door put in yesterday- finally! Love having remotes makes errands a lot easier, oh the simple things in life!

XOXO

Nothin' like free advertisement!

2010-02-11T14:20:00.001-08:00

TY Terri, I appreciate it! LOVE my clients!
http://www.stlexercise.com/

bottom of page

LOVE this line!

2010-02-11T11:12:00.001-08:00

http://www.matildajaneclothing.com/

Updates....shew

2010-02-09T16:20:00.000-08:00

So the kids are in the tub....5 ft from me what a better time to do some blogging?

Pics:

Good ol uncle Jacks....gotta love being able to run around on countless acres and drive a rhino on his frozen pond, doing donuts!

It was a much needed get away.

Christmas shots in Tx:

Kids had a blast and received more then needed! We are trying to minimize toys now!

Just in time, God reminds me of his love

I took this at 6am at uncle Jacks, in bed ;-)

This past month has been horrible! Last week my sister's two boys found her boyfriend dead in the bathroom. They are mourning, confused and trying to move forward. One of the boys is only 10. The other 18. Please pray for comfort and understanding. He did have cancer.

All in all I am just trying to be the rock for everyone. Hopefully, I won't crack lol

Sweet baby K {St. Louis Mo photographer}

2010-02-09T09:27:00.000-08:00

7 days new and so precious!

5 Fact Friday, Sunday whatever! lol

2010-01-31T19:34:00.000-08:00

1. I am SO behind on blogging I will never catch up

2. Tx was a blast, holiday photos are pending

3. Business is booming, definitely keeping this chick extra busy!

4. Heading oot this weekend to get some NB baby girl lovin' and then headed to Ky for Leelyn's 2nd birthday at the end of month, BOOOOOO baby is turning TWO! Time is flying! Seems like yesterday I brought him home. Now he is drawing on my walls, running, jumping, talking.....my bundle of joy is growing toooo darn fast!

5. As many know, we have had a lot of termoil lately. From 2 family members having strokes to some other serious things, it has been a rough month. Tyler passed away on New Years day. Thank you everyone for the warm thoughts and prayers. Please continue as his family is mourning his passing and if you have children, I am sure you can only imagine....
Jim, (the boys) gramps is doing well. He is home now, recovering as best as can be expected. Tammy's mother (my step bro wife's mom) is also hanging strong. Prayers are AWESOME! ;-)

Remember- God's love is awesome

Ice ice baby {St. Louis Mo photographer}

2010-01-10T13:53:00.001-08:00

Some fun stuff

2010-01-09T18:25:00.000-08:00

Snow day joy!

A mother and her teenage son {St. Louis Mo photographer}

2010-01-09T18:14:00.000-08:00

An old blast from my past! Love you Toni and what a fun big city shoot!

Sweet Brothers {St. Louis Mo photographer}

2010-01-09T18:09:00.000-08:00

I was contacted by an old middle school friend on my recent trip to Tx. It was so nice to see her and her two adorable boys! It was a very foggy morning---but their smiles brightened up the day.

I see the world

2010-01-06T13:33:00.000-08:00

like a frog......

5 fact Friday/secret and confession time

2009-12-19T19:25:00.000-08:00

1. I leave in 5 days to Tx. Pray for safe flights....supposed to snow on the day we leave. Thanks.

2. I booked 4 shoots, I went back and forth as I was looking forward to my time off from 'work' but I am a giver and I admit -I can't wait to do the shoots for my friends.

3. I am officially all caught up for the '09 holiday season. Just waiting on one final order, well that is until I get back into town and then I have 4 sessions to edit. But I plan on taking Jan. off....no shoots. I need to regroup and work on some business stuff....details details details!

4. I put a little black dress I bought 4 years ago on yesterday and it fit! SO EXCITING! I am totally wearing it to the Weeds Silver and Ice 2010 NYE party!

5. I can't stop eating chocolate this week.....hmmmm

Secret/confession
It is the 19th and I have not purchased one Christmas gift! NOT ONE PEOPLE! Talk about procrastinating!

Prayers for Tyler and his family

2009-12-17T07:54:00.001-08:00

You might remember me posting about 9 year old Tyler, my stepmoms nephew. He complained of a headache and it turned out to be a cancerous tumor on his brain steam.

He will not make it to Christmas, the family will be celebrating Christmas tomorrow. Please pray for him and his family.

I am struggling with the words right now, I find purpose hard with illness like this in a young tender little boy. It breaks my heart.

Please pray- think warm thoughts in this time.

Thanks you.

All about Blaine

2009-12-15T11:54:00.000-08:00

My cup runneth over lastnight at his program! He was the most adorable wiseman EVER! He is getting so big! Sassiness and all! The program was a success, even little Leelyn was a trooper. Happy Birthday Jesus, I am so happy it's Christmas!

The beautiful 'M' Family- St. Louis Mo Photographer

2009-12-14T09:00:00.000-08:00

I love this family!! 5 adopted kids and now pregnant with twins.

I can't wait to meet them and photo shoot them Jen!

5 fact friday- secret confession

2009-12-13T10:58:00.000-08:00

late, surprised?

1. I have continued with my 365 project.....ugh I am on like 247 self portraits. This project has taken the back seat many times, but I must complete it!

2. My car needs two front tires.....which will cost $700.00 for TWO! I am so bummed- but thankful they are run flats.

3. I totally slacked on my own cards this year. I have just been to busy worrying about my clients. So if you don't get one in the mail, SORRY!

4. Leelyn is putting words together....'more juice' 'i love you'- so cute!

5. Blaine on the other hand has really been testing me! Not sure if it is school or what but his behavior has been sassy, more then usual. I sent him to bed at 7pm the other night. UGH GRRRRRRRR!!!

Secret/confession
Well I stopped taking my BC and I have lost 5 additional pounds, ha who would have guessed!?

The mistake of letting kids know of things in advance....

2009-12-12T12:27:00.000-08:00

I am starting to rethink letting Blaine know of trips and such until the day of! Why you ask? Because it is all he talks about 24/7, omgoodness!
His friend Kai is having a party tomorrow, we received the invite about a week or so ago, I let him open the envelope up......
This is what he talks about ALL DAY LONG!
'I wonder if Kai has a Wii'
'I bet Kai is going to be so happy on his bday'
'Does Kai miss me'
'I can't wait to jump at that place mom'
'Kai is on santa's good list'
'How many days now mom'
'I am so excited for Kai's party'
'What is that place called mom where Kai's party is at'

BLAH BLAH BLAH! lol ugh!

he sure is cute tho!

A new collection

2009-12-11T16:55:00.001-08:00

http://spiritsbreezephotography.net/blog/

Yummy Chocolate organic cookie

2009-12-09T10:56:00.001-08:00

Mumbo Jumbo

2009-12-06T11:53:00.000-08:00

Fun relaxing weekend......nothing! No errands, cleaning, birthday parties, shoots! Pure relaxation! Okay I had a little editing, and I did shoot my two favorite little guys!
A morning of adventure....we had a stray dog visit us, got some snaps! Enjoy!

Secret/confession and 5 fact Friday

2009-12-03T11:28:00.000-08:00

Late/early whatever! lol

1. Booked a trip to Houston, Tx for Christmas and the New Year.....YAY Oh the excitement is almost unreal.

2. I have decided (I think) to run a half marathon with a good friend Karissa in April. GASP It's been a dream of mine for many years and I think I am ready to take it on.

3. I decided to only put lights and the tree topper on our tree this year. I can't handle Leelyn and the glass bulbs, who needs that stress?

4. I am trying to be more detailed oriented, so if any of my readers have suggestions, lmk!

5. Have I told y'all I love you? I do.

SECRET/CONFESSION.....I let him eat it to!

I am who I am

2009-11-29T17:38:00.000-08:00

A grown up cocktail beverage down.........

I am fast approaching the anniversary of my mothers death. December 04, 1992 at 11:43 pm. I was 17, barely.
As I reflect on her life, my life and my family life I am filled with every emotion. My family was strong. I was raised with morales, values and God. I have not always followed His path, but I always go to Him.

I am not perfect, for no human is. I have hurt as I have been hurt.
I was 17, caring for my dying mother. Perhaps sharing what I have kept inside will help heal me or help you. Cancer is a horrible evil death. From the moment she had a fever until the huge lumps protruding from her belly and side. From her not being able to make it to the restroom and me grabbing the closest thing for her to go in.......

From her weighing 160 to 98 pounds. Her looking up and telling me she loved me. After the surgery to remove her right lung, as she lay in her bed, I laid with her....she grabbed my hand and every thought, word and feeling was in that touch. One month later she passed.

It is really sad because at 17 years old with a pretty picture perfect life up until that point one never thinks this horrible thing would happen.

My mother gave me life, she gave me love, comfort, wisdom, morales, values that I will now pass to my kids.
I will always share my mother, their mamaw with them. It is my duty to make sure she lives on.

With this said..... Life is short. My mom was 39 when she passed. Hug and love your family and friends.
This is my thankful blog.....thankful that God ave me the mother he did.

Attitude----St. Louis Mo photographer

2009-11-29T09:10:00.000-08:00

Give it to me 'C'

Little Miss Sassy---St. Louis Mo photographer

2009-11-29T09:08:00.000-08:00

How I love her so.....even with a fever she rocked it!

This was about the 'I AM DONE' point lol

Then God blesses a womb----St. Louis Mo Photographer

2009-11-28T11:39:00.000-08:00

May God bless you in this new journey 'A'

Little man

2009-11-18T10:42:00.000-08:00

Little Leelyn is talking up a storm these days! His vocabulary list consists of the following:
1. Dog
2. Juice
3. Nana
4. Bye Bye
5. Daddy
6. Mama
7. Bubbah
8. Bane (blaine)
9. Shoe
10. Bye Bye
11. Touch
12. Nooooo
13. Ah Boo
14. Ni Ni (nite nite)
15. Eat
16. Yummy
17. Ower (shower)
18. Eat
19. More
20. Num (gum)
21. BaBob (spongebob)
22. Roar
23. Cookie
24. Open
25. Baby
26. Iss (kiss)

Thats all I can think of. ALSO- he is getting TWO molars and one bottom front tooth! SHEW TY Jesus

Five fact Friday

2009-11-13T07:35:00.000-08:00

1. Got my lens, love it! I can't wait to use it for two shoots this weekend. It will come in handy for those tight spaces for sure.

2. Guests arriving next Sat. then we are headed to Illinois

3. Leelyn has been very challenging! VERY. We will definitely experience the terrible two's with this one.

4. I have 5 loads of laundry, three bathrooms and four bedrooms that need a good detailed cleaning----anyone? anyone?

5. It is a fact, I am pooped!

lovin my new wide angle EF 28mm canon 1.8

2009-11-12T08:51:00.000-08:00

A morning with my wild thing!

2009-11-11T11:57:00.000-08:00

Nothing like pop tarts, lil monsters and birds to start the day!

I cupcake you- St. Louis Mo Photographer

2009-11-10T08:47:00.000-08:00

5 fact Friday, late are u surprised?

2009-11-08T14:05:00.000-08:00

1. Craig left I am sad!

2. I have been shopping for a new lens, oh the pressure!

3. I finally have our wardrobe completed for our family pics. this weekend PRAY FOR NO RAIN!

I am probably buying a large canvas, black and white (of course) to hang over the fireplace. I wanted to incorporate our style which is more of a preppy alternative if you will.

4. Leelyn is speaking like crazy. The kiddo says all kinds of things, it just happened in the past couple of weeks AND he is actually getting his 3rd tooth, a molar! WOOHOO!

5. Family is arriving the 21st which means I will be stressed out trying to clean and prepare on top of the billion other things I have to do. Superwoman cape will be in full force as will pinot grigo!

The V family sneak peeks - St. Louis Mo Photographer

2009-11-07T18:04:00.000-08:00

This is my third photo shoot this year with this adorable and gorgeous family. Might I add that mama is not even 4m post, doesn't she look GREAT! This is one of my favorite families for sure.

It's been a great time had by all- St. Louis Mo Photographer

2009-11-05T15:30:00.000-08:00

I have really enjoyed our time with Uncle Craig. The kids have had a blast. I will miss it when he leaves us tomorrow-- which also means back to business. Craig enjoyed a concert, darts, shopping, trick or treating, UFC, taking the kids to the park, and hanging with me of course ;-) Enjoy the pics.

Happy Halloween!

2009-11-01T16:04:00.000-08:00

Well I think Leelyn is allergic to pumkin. He broke out in blisters all over his mouth inside and out. Enjoy the pics. I think they tell it all!

ETSY

2009-10-27T13:53:00.000-07:00

http://www.etsy.com/shop.php?user_id=8295835

Some pics I took for my friends new shop.

Howl and Yowl festival

2009-10-26T10:55:00.000-07:00

Took the boys out to the howl and Yowl festival---it's become tradition I suppose. The best part is making the scarecrow! Enjoy

A little Macro on a chilly fall morning- St. Louis Mo photographer

2009-10-25T17:13:00.000-07:00

Moments captured- St. Louis Mo Photographer

2009-10-25T08:04:00.000-07:00

I took my boys out, alone yesterday to 'try' and get our holiday pics done. Two kids, stroller, camera equiptment, treats and all. I am so surprised at how stinkin' easy it was----no xanax needed ha! I have to share all of them---mommy goggles are in full force! Enjoy!

Sisters- A & A----St. Louis Mo Photographer

2009-10-23T19:43:00.000-07:00

Shrooms

2009-10-21T13:39:00.000-07:00

I needed this today

2009-10-20T17:08:00.000-07:00

Video to really understand, copy and paste in browser

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vG9XfJxMY8A

Okay I cried my eyes out, lol
there is my secret this week!

Random things

2009-10-18T19:34:00.005-07:00

Took a drive out to Augusta today---wanted to hit the pumpkin patch but after seeing the traffic I said forget that! I also have a few shots of Blaines party, I have a stack of photos to edit and took a break to post these.
Leelyn is sick. Upper Resp. Infect. I suppose. Low fever, high pitched cough (croup?) not sure.

Enjoy.

Random-ness

2009-10-18T19:34:00.003-07:00

Random-ness

2009-10-18T19:34:00.001-07:00

5 fact Friday

2009-10-16T11:23:00.000-07:00

1. I feel refreshed, centered and rested after my time away! Much needed.

2. I am getting super excited to have visitors starting in 2 weeks and going through the New Year. YAY!

3. Leelyn SCREAMED this morning @ school when they took him out of the car! I don't know if I can take it! My heart breaks so darn bad. I just don't want him to think that I am leaving and never coming back. I REALLY pray and hope it gets easier for both of us!

4. I might have a big photo shoot opportunity, keep your fingers crossed for me! If it is a done deal I will share!

5. I am REALLY enjoying my free Friday's! I refuse to get caught up on house stuff or work stuff! I am using this time for ME to do nothing but shop, pedi, hair or sleep ;-) lol

I love the fall

2009-10-12T20:36:00.000-07:00

Most of these were taken at 80mph in a car, LOL but I just love the colors of fall. So warming to the soul!

There is a funny story behind that shot....let's just say the cops were involved!

Best darn food!

Sweet moments- St. Louis Mo photographer

2009-10-12T18:42:00.000-07:00

Sweet W- St. Louis Mo Photographer

2009-10-12T18:40:00.000-07:00

Take my breath away!

Five fact Friday (a day early)

2009-10-08T14:27:00.000-07:00

Perhaps I will get this on the day one Friday, lol I am shipping out soon tho.

1. I had a blast with Blaine on his special day. We ate sugar all day. We laughed. We hugged. We laughed. We hugged. We laughed. We ate sugar. We took pics. It was NOT LAME! (Blaine has picked up the word lame from school) I got him Spike the dinosaur (pic above) and I can't wait to give it to him because he thinks santa 'might' bring it to him for xmas, ha ha! I just hope Leelyn is okay- he is scared of it when we go to the store and see it. I think that might be why Blaine wanted it so bad, LOL
He also received a ton of Wii and nintendo games from family and friends so the kiddo should be very happy and contained for a while.

2. I have been having these horrible headaches- they come on fast and strong. They make my neck and jaw hurt so bad- I seriously just lay in bed for hours.....every medicine OTC and prescription I have taken even touches it or dulls the pain a little. I was thinking sinus but IDK- they are kinda scary!

3. Preparing for winter! Tanning beds and wine! LOL If you know me, you know I HATE the cold. I can't stand it! C'mon I grew up in Houston for goodness sake. My bones hurt, I just was to sleep through the winters! I dread them. I try to enjoy them and remain positive but.........UGH- not working. I need heat and sunshine people.

4. I plan on organizing my photos- sending them off to print and start scrappin' this winter! This will be my 'me' time. I feel bad, Leelyn's birth book isn't even done. I have hundreds of dollars in scrappin' stuff not being used.....I really miss hangin' out and doing this. Photography has taken over my life---really it isn't a good thing, I have not been responsible in certain areas of my life, and I kinda forgot why I loved it to begin with. LOL
BACK TO BASICS-

5. I have really felt so blessed to be able to stay home with my boys, esp. now that they are both out of the house on Friday's! ;-) *snork
My day is coming, all this hard work and dedication will pay off soon. They grow fast and I am so thankful that I don't miss a minute of it. That is the best benefit of staying home- to be the main and most impt. influence in thier life and to be able to witness thier firsts! I want to be the one that is there for them always! I love you boys!

Candyland- St. Louis Mo Photographer

2009-10-07T13:22:00.000-07:00

Part one of Blaines birthday photos. Not a lot off free editing time these days.

What 5 yr old doesn't want to be in a field of marshmellow lolipops?

PART 2

Happy 5th Birthday my sweet sweet Blaine!

2009-10-06T18:23:00.000-07:00

I can't believe that at 12:43am tonight I gave birth to a 7.6oz, 21inch blue eyed adorable little baby boy, named Blaine! (after 28 pain staking hours of hard labor, only 4 of which were pain free thanks to the epidural) ha!

I will never forget the moment I touched him, held him so close to feel his sweet breath on my cheek. In that moment, life as I knew it changed. Everything I thought I knew- I didn't! I could type this long heart felt touching story, but the bottom line is Blaine forever changed me. I never knew this kind of love exsisted. I thank God for allowing me to be his mother. I thank God for blessing me with him.

Blaine- thank you for teaching me so much about life, for teaching me to remember what life is about. Thank you for being silly with your silly mama!

I hope y'all enjoy the photos (all are point and shoot, lol) From learning to ride his bike, to exploring flowers, touching his first fish and holding his baby brother.......my cup runneth over!

3 days old

our beloved Sissy girl

We always LOL

Your first meeting

I love you then, I love you now and I will forever love the boy and man you are and will be.

LOVE snapshots!

2009-10-05T16:38:00.000-07:00

Did I really just get that shot?

2009-10-04T15:04:00.000-07:00

Let's face it, kids are fast! I have to be fast with camera in hand with my two boys especially. Anyhoo, Leelyn woke up from his nap, Blaine went in there and I was at the computer where my camera is and I can see straight in Leelyn's room. He was still in his crib, Blaine and him were playing so I grabbed my camera and I actually got THIS:

Click on photo to enlarge.

What is the big deal, right?! Well I have really been working hard on capturing children esp. in their true essence. No coaching or directing. As a photographer, I have always strived for this and I lost touch with that along the way. But God is tapping me on my shoulder and reminding me where my love for ohotography came from. Anyhoo, here are a couple more. If you notice, my boys are very loving toward one another for the most part. We have our fights, but there is more love.

Look at their hands ;-)

5 fact Friday (late again)!

2009-10-04T10:44:00.000-07:00

I know- I have been swamped! Here goes:

1. I finally got my butt out and went fall/winter shopping. I have nothing! Either my clothes are to small or they are falling off of me. So I broke down and bought things that were a little tight, I plan on losing this last 18 pds! So I figure by the end of this month I hope to fit just right in everything I bought! I bought everything but winter boots....shoes are a day of shopping in itself.

2. I have been pondering Blaines 5 yr old photo shoot! I got nothing! LOL I really enjoyed the skater boy photo shoot I did last year because that was so him, this year he is into video games...blah! I hope to have some idea soon. I am a weird-o about getting their pics done right on the date.

3. I have felt a little beat down and torn this week. It is amazing what people's actions and statements can do to you. I thank God though for giving me the wisdom to know when to cut ties towards those that hurt you (finally). Better to do that then to let things get messy. Remember what is important for you in your life. I am a believer in trying hard not to let others bring you down, treat others with respect and the way you want to be treated. Once, twice but not three times. I don't have the energy or time for drama. I avoid it at all cost these days. ;-)

4. I did a couple of FUN photo shoots this past week. I love what I do, truly. It will be hard to slow things down after the holiday, but it is a must for my boys. I hope to get back on top of my motherly duties to say the least. Again, Blaine LOVES school and I am so thankful. We had another rough day with Leelyn but they said he was fine after I left. It is amazing the things they learn. Thankful I am blessed to be able to have them at this school.

5. So I have decided to plan a nice winter vacation somewhere super warm. This house has been crazy nuts and there was no summer vacation like I originally planned- schedules did not permit. It is on this winter.....Turks and Cacios (sp?) idk but the beach and sand is in the plan! Bring it on!!! I am already feeling depressed about the cold winter months ahead...BOOO BOOOO I HATE winter!

D & R- St. Louis Mo photographer

2009-10-02T07:56:00.000-07:00

I had a blast with these two precious girls!

SCARY! and other 'stuff'

2009-09-30T19:22:00.000-07:00

So when I picked up Blaine today, I rec'd a letter stating a kid in his class has the SWINE FLU!
Seriously, scary scary! Pray my kiddos don't come down with it! UGH~

Leelyn's new word: Apple
Blaine's new word: Contemplate

Secret/Confession:
I played darts with a girlfriend and LOVED it! It was a lot of fun!

A mother and her two gorgeous daughters! St. Louis Mo photographer

2009-09-30T11:25:00.000-07:00

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Now this is one beautiful mama! The loop-St. Louis Mo photographer

2009-09-28T09:14:00.000-07:00

I have decided to share my work on this blog as well as my other two. Enjoy!
Click photos to enlarge

Me and my stinker!

2009-09-27T20:47:00.001-07:00

TY Robin!
You can click on my photos to see them bigger

The details matter- St. Louis Mo photographer

2009-09-26T16:02:00.000-07:00

5 Fact Friday (a day late)

2009-09-26T11:25:00.000-07:00

1. The weather is really upsetting! I have had to cancel 2 shoots and I really have no room in my schedule to reschedule.....stress! Darn mother nature! I will work it out one way or another I suppose.

2. I am meeting up with some fellow photographers tomorrow at Blueberry Hill and I am SOOOOOOO EXCITED -just plain giddy about it! They are all mama's around my age to, woot! I am also photo shooting my neighbors at one of my favorite places that I just don't get to enough! So Sunday will be a fun filled day of business and pleasure for me and I love it.

3. I am so impressed with what Blaine has learned at school this year already. He walks around the house singing songs, practicing his math and spelling. I love that he loves to go. Leelyn's second day at MDO wasn't as terrific as his first. He cried. Picked him up and he was still crying. Broke my heart!

4. I have finally organized my garage. I can actually park my car in it. My props are up off the floor hanging nice and neat. I plan on using my garage during the freezing winter months as a studio of sorts. This was a huge accomplishment for me- trust me LOL

5. I took the plunge and donated all of my baby stuff. Car seats, strollers, high chair, glider, bassinet, clothes- etc. It is final, no more kids for me. After my last gyno appointment, it just isn't going to happen even if I wanted it to. My life could be at stake as well as the baby's. I will probably schedule my surgery the first part of next year.I am sad but I am tired of dealing with pain also. I have two gorgeous boys and I am so thankful for them. Besides, there is always adoption if I really want that girl.

Announcing my 2009 holiday package- St. Louis Mo photographer

2009-09-25T07:20:00.000-07:00

I must be crazy- this is a steal!

1 8x10
1 5x7
1 4x6 and 25 custom holiday cards for only $129.99!!!!
Must book by 9/30/09- I only have a few spots remaining!

Tis the season!

A special note from my clients and strangers- St. Louis Mo photographer

2009-09-23T11:14:00.000-07:00

These notes mean SO much to me, more then you know. Thank you everyone!

"Nicole was great and the pictures were beautiful. We had our little baby girl's announcements taken by Nicole, and she did a excellent job. She also worked with our son, who is shy, and with most photographers he wouldn't open up. Nicole was terrific with him and put him at ease. She takes her time and really works to get the very best pose. She also doesn't mind getting down and dirty to get to their level. Our experience with her has been wonderful and we highly recommend her. We always get compliments on the photos she has taken".

The Viau Family

"I have had four AMAZING photo sessions with Nicole at Spirit's Breeze Photography! I love taking pictures of my children! Who doesn't? No matter how many pictures I take, I will never be able to capture them in the amazing way that Nicole has done. Obtaining a great picture of little children is often frustrating and in the end can have disappointing results. Our experiences with Nicole have been wonderful and effortless. She is always 100% prepared. One time she even had several different stations set up when we got there and all I had to do was sit back and watch while she captured my 12 month old at each and every one, effortlessly! My children have a great time with her and I love the fact that a lot of the time, they were unaware that their picture was being taken. As a result, I have amazing pictures of my son and daughter that capture their true personality. The pictures are precious and timeless and we will enjoy them for many years

Karissa

Lifetime friend and client

"Nicole Gourley has been photographing my daughters for the past five years. Back when my girls were seven and nine she came to our house and made them feel completely at ease during our first session. Every year, they look forward to her photography sessions. She has such a wonderful way of making them relax and feel comfortable. Because of that, she is able to capture the best natural moments in her photography. She is truly a gifted photographer and I cherish all of the memories that she has created and will continue to create for our family".

Mary Jo Biggs

"Hi. Ironically, my hairstylists name is Nicole Gourlay and when I googled her name today I stumbled across your photography site. I am a huge lover of photography and enjoy taking pictures on the side strictly for fun. I must say that your work is amazing. What a lovely start to my weekend, seeing some of your pictures giving me inspiration to do a shoot with my two kids this weekend in the backyard. Have a great day. Wish I were closer and we\'d schedule a session with you"!!

Vickie in Orlando, FL

"Everyone I share them with says great things about them...mostly that they look like they came straight from a magazine"!

Courtney Solstad

"I came across your site today looking for a photographer in our area. I was completely taken back by what I saw. I never knew this kind of photography exsisted. Your work is beautiful to say the least. I would love to book a session with you. I can't tell you how excited I am to hopefully have you photography my family"!

Jane Miller

"I saw your beautiful work on my friends facebook. I want to definitely book you for our Christmas photos and we also need a large family photo to hang above our fire place. Do you have any openings in the fall?

Tamara Stellar

"Nicole, I just want to tell you that I loved every single photo you took of our family. Deciding was more difficult then I ever imagined it would be. You have a way to make your clients feel comfortable and it shows in the photos you took of us. I still tear up when I look and the moments you got for us. I will never forget our experience with you and I plan on using your services this point forward. Again thank you so much."

Laura

Funny sayings from my 4 yr old

2009-09-22T10:42:00.000-07:00

"Mom, how many eyes do you have in the back of your head"

"God must have been really tired after he made the earth"

"If two and two make four how many does it make to get to your age" HA!

"How come you always wanna know what I did at school"

"I wish I could see Jesus and shake his hand"

"Mom, wanna take my picture"

"Why are you always tired mom"

"Does Spongebob really exsist in our world"

"Can you see germs"

"I gotta do poo really really bad"

"Mom you need to brush your morning breath off"

"Remember when Leelyn got milk from your boobs"

"Mom your fat is melting away"

"Leelyn you need to drink water to give your kidneys a bath"

"Wouldn't it be cool if we had a flashlight in our head and we would never have to be scared of the dark again because it would come on"

"How does the stars and moon light up"

"Why do people live in the tv"

What is an Eskimo? St. Louis Mo photographer

2009-09-21T13:47:00.000-07:00

Booked. St. Louis Mo photographer

2009-09-21T10:47:00.001-07:00

I want to let my wonderful clients and possible future clients know that September and October are booked.

I have a few spots in November, catch me while you can and book now to gaurantee yourself a session with me.

Five Facts on Friday

2009-09-18T14:53:00.000-07:00

1. Leelyn had a wonderful first day of MDO and so did I! I forgot how much one can do without kids and how fast you can do it! Amazing I tell you! They said he didn't cry, actually took a nap, ate all of his lunch and is quite the explorer. No surprise there! (photos to come)

2. I have spent way to much on Blaines birthday this year. I think I feel guilty as he kind of gets shorted now with baby bro. I am even taking him to Papaw and Grammy's to celebrate it with one of his favorite cousins JJ per his request. He loves that boy so much. Those two are true gamers.

3. I am dressing up this year for Halloween. Big City Kitty. I know, I was going to be Smurfette but I opted out of that because I really don't want to paint myself blue. My BFF Craig is flying in, woot!

4. This last 20 pounds is about to drive me insane! Will I ever get there? I don't know but this is the strongest I have felt in a while, so thank you Jansen! (my trainer)

5. My photography business has been steady. I am so appreciative to all of my friends and clients for their patronage. God has given me a wonderful talent that brings joy to so many and that makes me feel awesome! I plan on slowing things down after the holiday. My focus needs to be with my boys, and thanks to God for reminding me that I am a SAHM first. Simplify. ;-) xoxo

Holiday Cards- St. Louis Mo photographer

2009-09-17T10:05:00.000-07:00

www.spiritsbreezephotography.net/blog

Sometimes.....I wanna stick my tongue out at people! St. Louis Mo Photographer

2009-09-16T12:01:00.000-07:00

secret/confession

2009-09-14T08:58:00.000-07:00

I love this song!

Christmas and angels- St. Louis Mo photogrpaher

2009-09-13T12:27:00.000-07:00

I still have a few spots remaining for holiday photo shoots. Book now.

Secret/confession

2009-09-10T18:36:00.000-07:00

I am BAD, so so so so BAD.

While at the gym tonight I witnessed something that scares me to death! The big fall, off the treadmill. OMG- this guy totally busted his butt THEN tried to get back on it from the end of the belt and totally flew off into the treadmill behind him where that person jumped out of the way!

Okay now, here is the I am BAD part.....I chuckled (turned my head away of course) then I started to actually LOL all while telling myself NOT to LOL. I had to pause my machine and run to the bathroom because I couldn't control my laughter! The guy was okay and LOL as did his friends, but I am a horrible person for that!

I sure hope I am forgiven!

I was going to input a video of a similar accident, but that is just wrong I tell you!

Not an ordinary day

2009-09-09T11:29:00.000-07:00

Today was Blainers first day of Pre-K. Such an exciting day for us all. He is attending a baptist school and we love it! I grew up southern baptist, and even though I no longer follow the baptist religion, I still hold strong to some of the foundations and want Blaine/Leelyn to also.

Blaine was so excited (probably to get away from me, ha ha) He only has 6 kids in his class, two teachers. They start off by writting their names every morning and then they have prayer/bible story/praise the lord time. Then it is off to the standard patterning, letter/sound, numbers, science, weather/graphing etc.

Leelyn and I laid on the couch all morning- I of course loved it because he fell asleep in my arms only to realize he has a fever of 102. I think he is teething. I hope becuase he will attend MDO Friday and I have plans for my 'alone' time! Enjoy the pics!

How lucky am I? I got to capture a real angel

2009-09-07T19:11:00.000-07:00

Not only did I get to enjoy a beautiful sunset, I also capture a real angel coming in for a landing. God is good!

Save the nail shop drama for yo mama!

2009-09-05T14:29:00.000-07:00

I hit the gym yesterday and then decided to stop at my local fab nail shop for a pedi. About 15 minutes in to my super relaxtion meditation like state a lady sat in the chair next to me. I still have slobber coming out of the corner of my mouth (let me tell you, they really rub your feet down at my salon) all was fine, nice and quiet. I swear I must have dozed off because I was awakened by hammer toe Betty screaming at the top of her lungs and I quote "LOOK WHAT YOU DID, OMG, LOOK WHAT YOU DID TO MY TOES" okay let me refrain here.......lol

"I TOLD YOU I HAD A HANG NAIL" from the looks of her feet she had more issues then that to worry about, sheesh! "I DON'T WANT NOTHING, NOTHING FROM YOU, YOU MADE ME BLEED, HOW WOULD YOU LIKE ME TO MAKE YOU BLEED"

Okay there were a few drops of blood on her towel, and I am guessing that the tech pulled the hang nail out, right? IDK but I was pretty upset that her SCREAMING interupted my drool time! She grabbed her shoes, and wobbled out, then came back in yappin' about how she was going to tell all of her friends how horrible they are, blah blah blah.

IDK- I don't think I have ever acted like that in public and I have been pretty steamed a time or two. Man some people have serious issues other then hammer toed hang nails!

Signed: From the mom who's spa pedi drooling coma like state zone you ruined! (angry face here)

FREAKIN' AWESOME BUY-COTT! TEA PARTY ACT

2009-09-01T20:09:00.000-07:00

http://stlouisteaparty.com/

Last week Brentwood delt with union BOYCOTT because of what Mr. Mackey stated in the Wall St Journal....and recently on 20/20-----FREEDOM OF SPEECH
Up front and VERY PERSONAL! I am a REPUBLICAN! PROUD OF IT and I DO NOT SUPPORT MANY THINGS OBAMA! BUY-COTT BABY! Get with the program and WAKE UP PEOPLE!

THIS WEEK Town and Country WFM delt with BUY-COTT from the STL Tea Party. WOOT.

TOWN AND COUNTRY, MO (KTVI-FOX2now.com) - You've heard of a boycott but how about a "buy"-cott? That's what hundreds are expected to do Tuesday night at Whole Foods in Town and Country. Members of the St. Louis Tea Party plan to buy a week's worth of food to support the grocery store chain. The buy-cott comes after health care reform supporters decided to boycott the chain because Whole Foods CEO John Mackeyis against President Obama's health care plan.

*this is MY opinion and MY blog, therefore I am entitled to write what I want!What?!

Secret/confession

2009-08-31T07:47:00.001-07:00

I am sure you all know by now........

Got my tatt finally!

just sayin'

2009-08-26T19:52:00.001-07:00

must.get.one

http://www.jill-e.com

how a working mom does IT...?

2009-08-25T13:42:00.000-07:00

Between school shopping, school registering, doctor appointments, shopping, laundry, bills, cleaning, errands, cooking, gym time.....

If you are gone 9 hrs a day how in the heck do you get all the other things done? Are your weekends tide down to the list I mentioned because it takes me all week to do this list and I only work from home part time and since working part time I am so behind on everything that stress is a daily ritual. Note to self- move closer to family ASAP!

I am pooped!

My great niece

2009-08-24T17:56:00.000-07:00

I FINALLY met baby Aubrey! My cup runneth over! She is the most precious, chunky and BOOTIFUL baby girl I have ever seen! Happy happy, joy joy

2009 Holiday cards

2009-08-20T11:55:00.000-07:00

Here are a few samples of the holiday cards that I will be offering this year. Contact me for more information about the cards and scheduling your session.

Who's ready?

2009-08-19T17:46:00.000-07:00

It's approaching fast!

My new fav

2009-08-19T12:08:00.000-07:00

'NEW' website

2009-08-18T17:59:00.001-07:00

www.spiritsbreezephotography.net

Just some new things ;-)

Secret/confession.

2009-08-17T17:23:00.000-07:00

This weeks is a little sad. Some of you met Sissy, some of you have not. Anyway, she was my first dog. I got her in 1995, she was 6 weeks old.

Secret- I still have all of her stuff under my bed....tags, collar, bed, toys. They all still smell like her, strong.

Confession- UGHHH, I made the mistake of sitting on the floor last night, I pulled it all out and just cried my eyes out and I couldn't stop smelling her stuff.
Sissy girl was put down in 2007- she suffered for a year from thyroid cancer. I miss her. Even though she had seizures and would puke, pee and poo everywhere- she was the most gentle loving doggie.

City Garden Fountains

2009-08-16T16:04:00.000-07:00

I took the boys out for a little fun in the fountains today. Located downtown, 8th and Market and I highly recommend going if you haven't!

Obama Health Care Reform Riles Up Whole Foods CEO John Mackey -

2009-08-15T20:16:00.001-07:00

Obama Health Care Reform Riles Up Whole Foods CEO John Mackey - ABC News

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Love it!

Secret/confession

2009-08-13T17:20:00.001-07:00

Random thoughts....my secret is I have about 100 of them a day if not more.

For instance- on my way to the gym I was listening to Michael Jackson's #1 hits. I came to a red light, picked up the cd cover and thought to myself 'wow he is really dead, did he really do those horrible things he was accused of? Only he, God and the ones involved know the real truth, we should remember him for his music, for the entertainer he was, WAS did I just think WAS, that is so weird, I did think was'

or while getting my toes did I was thinking about John and Kate, what it would be like to be a fly on the wall there.

or like how I need to be more earth friendly.....or will Tori's mom show up to her birthday, or how I really want french fries but if I dare will I put a pound on? How hot is the sun, how deep is the earth, how long have the trees in my backyard been there, did my feet grow during my pregnancies, will Leelyn get his bottom teeth in, does she hate me? does she like me?

of course these are the thoughts I will share and really they don't even give you a real taste of the weird random things I think about.

Anyhoo, that is my confession....I am a random weird thinker! LOL

Fun with the Weeds

2009-08-09T19:48:00.001-07:00

I had a blast with my BFF! I think we did something everyday- from the arch, grants farm, city museum, girls nite out (crappy cell phone pic)and forest park. I even got Mr. Weed to the gym to run with me one day. Let me not fail to mention I practically saved my Godson's life at the city museum! I have battle wounds to prove it! I put on quite the show lemme tell ya! Good thing I have been workin out man! Of course I have like 300 photos of our time together but here are a few that I have had time to 'edit'. I have been swamped
with work stuff. I miss my soul family, terribly. Perhaps we will all be close one day......

To Sweet!

2009-08-06T07:17:00.001-07:00

I rec'd this email today, talk about cheering me up on a sad day as my BFF is leaving shortly!

Contact Phone Number:
Mail Content: Hi. Ironically, my hairstylists name is Nicole Gourlay and when I googled her name today I stumbled across your photography site. I am a huge lover of photography and enjoy taking pictures on the side strictly for fun. I must say that your work is amazing. What a lovely start to my weekend, seeing some of your pictures giving me inspiration to do a shoot with my two kids this weekend in the backyard. Have a great day. Wish I were closer and we\'d schedule a session with you!!
Vickie in Orlando, FL

Just two

2009-08-03T11:28:00.000-07:00

We have all seen this, probably

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but I wanted to post it anyway because I LOVE it!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4-94JhLEiN0

Squeeze fun in somewhere!

2009-07-26T15:26:00.000-07:00

The Jewel Box- Forest Park. I could just take a picnic there every single day and hang with the kiddos. It's just spectacular- so much to see and do! I 'think' it is the 2nd or 3rd largest park in the US, not 100% sure about that. It is a photographers dream also. Enjoy!